2.08.2012 | 14:46

I'm Tired


Of this setup.
Of you.

I'm tired waiting for your calls to come. I'm tired waiting for the LED on my Blackberry to turn red. I'm tired of the games that we have tried to play.

The day you said that you love me was the happiest I've become after college. You never knew how sober I was, trying to escape the problems that have been chasing me. You were my rest. You were a refuge.

And now, rain starts pouring through you. The safest place I thought is now getting me unprotected. I don't want that.

I'm sorry, but I think...


I must leave you.

32 comments:

  1. Kuya Nate: Thanks. Even if you haven't got any hint on what this is.

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  2. Aw that hurts doc..! It sucks to have this Green. But yes, i hope one day maging tayo nalang.

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    1. Yeah it sucks. But moving on is always a vital part of the process...

      Maging tayo? Hahaha. Ikaw talaga. May jowaerz ka na kaya. :)

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    1. Yuh.. And you don't even respond to text messages, my friend.

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  4. And now, rain starts pouring through you. The safest place I thought is now getting me unprotected. I don't want that.---at dahil dyan iiwanan mo na sya? andaya.
    affected LOL

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    1. .---at dahil dyan iiwanan mo na sya? andaya.

      Well, hindi naman ako mandaraya.. But if you call that as such, mabuti ng dayain ko siya kaysa dayain ko ang sarili ko. After all, I'd have to live with myself for the rest of my life, and he was just a part of it.. So, yun..

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  5. Never stay when it's too painful to stay.

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  6. Hang in there! sasaya ka rin.

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    1. Salamat po sir Glen.. This is just a phase, and I must hang on to things which will keep me sane.

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    1. Salamat po, si Garppy.. I will stay strong.

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  8. Adele has a song of the same title. But I no longer listen to her that much. It just makes my state of sadness worse.

    You'll get beter.

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    1. Adele isn't really that helpful in these moments. I only listen to her when I don't have anything to do and I feel like dwindling with my negative pasts.

      Thanks, Wunderful Wizard. Let us make some potions soon. :)

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  9. Awww.I had goosebumps while reading this, we're actually on the same page. It's hard,i should know. But sometimes, we have to end things,simply bcuz it's the right thing to do. Stay strong. *hugs*

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    1. You must know exactly how I feel right now.. That comment is so reflective of this phase I'm taking.

      Thanks girl, eprilis.

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  10. This has to be a very heartbreaking moment. I can't help but be affected. Nevertheless, stay strong. You deserve better...

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    1. Thanks a lot, Jay. I appreciate your being here. I'm staying strong, for the people who depend on me.

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  11. May mas sasakit pa ba sa pag-ibig na kailangan lunukin? *akap*

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    1. Oh Nyl, alam mo yan. Alam mo ang pakiramdam na maging manhid sa isang tao para hindi ka na niya lalong masaktan pa..

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  12. how are you na gb? hope everything is a-ok :))

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    1. Ngayon sis? Medyo okay na ako. Siyempre. may moments na pag tahimik bigla mo na lang maaalala yung mga nangyari.. But this is better. Living is better without him..

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  13. i hate you... i hate you... you took the words out of my mouth... i hate you... i hate you,,

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    1. Ay, kung maka-hate teh? It just means that we loved...

      and got taken for granted the same way.

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    1. Hugs din Daniel, I know we're on the same boat right now.

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  15. siguro nga its true that when we love someone, we also give them the chance to hurt us..
    but it doesn't mean that we cant do something to stop the hurt..we may not have control over the situation but we can always get off the receiving end.. =)

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