8.05.2012 | 07:09

Epic and Emotional

Since its inception, I knew right away that being friends with you would be a dangerous path to tread on. We virtually talked for hours and days more than I talk to my ex boyfriends or anyone else I find interesting. If there was a comparison, you are the flagship product launching the newest Android OS in the market. You were always too high for me and I liked the way you held me gently, listened to me cry over the phone because of worthless guys and failed attempts on a relationship. You saw me try and you were always there to be the crying shoulder.

Days streched to weeks, weeks to months and our progress as friends remained like a transient power source, it is on for most of the time but glitches take us out of touch then, without forcing it, we reconnect stronger than before.

I like you very much. Sometimes, I felt that you liked me too, but you were too high and I can't believe that it would be possible. If ever it was so, I was afraid to lose that bond so I always stood miles away from the weird possibility of seeing myself with you.

I've always thought ahead of you, no matter how you say that I've too many grains to grind seconded with that familiar phrase "papunta ka pa lang, pabalik na ako" which clouds everything to dust. I knew that your tropa won't like me in as much as I think that you won't like me either and that adds up to the infinitesimal possibility of us being together, in spite of all the flirting that we did.

However, there was that one day when you took all the risk to tell me that you wanted to become my boyfriend. I was left in a state of shock for less than ten seconds. You smiled and I was never, more relieved to be blessed with a gentle and caring person like you.

We never worked out though. I knew at the beginning that things would be different with my attitude towards other guys and with the way you wanted to hold me at the neck. You are a jealous person, I kept on inking that to your chest through faded kissmarks. You took me away from that mainstream moment when nothing could ever brace me. I fell in love and it rocketed on a rocky surface. No amount of pleading would give you the pleasure and stimulus to forgive me.

Days passed and I hear you making side notes and anything sinister. When I confronted you, you told me it was nothing, that it ain't for me. Recently, I saw you talk to one of your colleagues over a stream and news snapped my heart.

Though as they say, all good things come with a price and for this matter, the price needed to be paid in cash. Yeah, we may have had that installment love affair which was fun if you ask me, but it is all over and I just hope that you do well with your new lover who I think is better than me in all aspects. He is a lucky guy to have you. I wish nothing but the best for you two.

Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

15 comments:

  1. you'll find someone better someone you deserve someone that will love you morethan you do just like me now

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    1. I'm not entirely sure of what you mean but thanks for saying something. :)

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  2. Wanna say something, but I think you're doing well on your own :) Keep it up Green.

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    1. For one, you shouldn't think that the new guy is better than you. That's absurd. You're awesome Green, he just wasn't strong enough to contain your awesomeness.

      Break-ups can be bitches. But they make excellent breeding ground for life lessons-and blog posts.

      Move on with your head up high. That guy isn't worth it-AT ALL.

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  3. "If someone wants to be a part of you're life, he will do something to be in it."

    -dyosa

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  4. Okay lang yan. May potatoes and cheers pa naman diyan. Or baka naman this post is all about one of them? Haha. Cheer up, kapatid! Hindi kabawasan yan sa abs mo. Haha

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    1. Leche ka. Nasabi ko na ang dapat ko sabihin sayo sa Twitter lolz

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  5. Was sad devouring your thoughts but I smiled, a wide one, with your last line.
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    As this song says: Can't hurry love, no you just have to wait.
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    The waiting begins for you. Again. Or not. All on your accord.

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    1. I'm still sad though. The pain tells me to keep it for a longer time, I mean, it makes me focus on other things and gives me creative juices.

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    2. @joe: hmpf! masochist! :p at dahil marami nang nasabi ang mga kapatid natin.. i-virtual hug nalang kita.. *hugs*

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  6. inom na lang tayo heheh :D

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    1. Awwwwe. Di ako nainom eh. Pero salamat sa offer friend..mwah!

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