Today, 28th of July 2011, is James' and Joe's first month together as a couple.
Our conversations started from a simple exchange of emails. I was hesitant of getting the spot to a more comfortable method, the mobile, but he was the one who suggested it. I sensed some brewing of, a good friendship.
Days passed, text messages became calls and calls became a meet up. Heaven forbid, the first time I met him was an incarnation of the time I met the first guy that I loved. Seriously: Everything on the background froze. I was looking at him in the eyes, which is something I rarely do in first meetups. Cliche, I felt like I already knew him for a long time. He smiled, it broke me. Standing in front of me is the guy who will become my next boyfriend. I was keen on the mantra.
What astonished me was learning the mutuality of the sense, several days before June twenty-eighth. Gusto niya rin ako! (He likes me, too!)
A month ago, I knew that this relationship was going to materialize, soon. I even posted something for I simply cannot hide the euphoria, the ecstasy of love and loving. He was able to read my post, and we talked over things, until both of us had our questions answered.We had to meet again to settle dealings which needed to be done personally. I was actually afraid of losing him should time get longer, that events might not move towards our benefit. The best thing that I received from him was assurance. It was enough to guard our relationship. He assured me that I could trust him. I kept on holding on to that promise. I will keep my faith on him together with that promise.
One day I will have to face a different road from This Road. The best that we can do, for now, is enjoy each other's company, be at ease with one another, and value this friendship as it could travail a longer life span than a relationship. I am very lucky to know you, and to fall in love with you is on the top of the list of the things that gives my existence a purpose.
I am very much in love with you, James. Happy First!
time after time
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